All these "I'm sorry"s and "I miss you"s are useless.
I fucked this one up long ago....
distant doesnt even begin to describe it. overdramatics in my head has no boundries. like a fuckin soap opera right now. everything is so useless and over stressed. i swore no goddamn drama. i avoided it and dodged it whenever i saw it coming and now im stuck in the middle of a goddamn murder scene. and i swear someones ripping out my insides slowly because shits just piling up. theres pretty much two, maybe 3 at the most, friends i can trust in. im trying to think of the third right now but no one comes to mind. dammit. oh well.
and these slutty bitches that jump back up at the thought of a male to love them. so fuckin annoying. yeah, im sure a guy wanting to use you is a great thought! and maybe im just cold since for me the feeling is never mutual, but all im saying is GET A GODDAMN LIFE! i would think you'd be smart enough to realize you dont need a guy to keep you happy. and im telling you something else. THIS ISNT A FUCKIN SCENE! satan forbid it will ever be. its a lifestyle you cunt! (oh yes. i said that word) its not a trend you follow to look good or to be like your friends and conform to non conformity or whatever. half these self proclaimed "punk" kids have no idea what their talking about. they look at punk as if it were just another scene. these same kids think fall out boy and MCR are punk. dont get me wrong. i have been listening to fall out boy longer than all of these overcast kids have been. they think anything with nasally vocals and an electric guitar is punk. yeah, in 6th grade i thought sorta the same thing. might i add, i was OBSESSED with linkin park in 5TH GRADE! everyday at my christian school id walk throught the playground with 'papercut' blaring in my headphones, scowling at the kids who laughed at me. you can ask anyone who knew me then, i was obsessed when linkin park was good. now they kinda...er...REALLY suck.
i dont know where i was going with that
back to the point. im sick of people who cant think for themselves. im sick of sluts and girls that need a guy to date. always. and they are miserble without a boyfriend.
you all are pathetic and make me sick
