For All My Friends Who Just Pretend (September 21, 2007 - Friday)

thats what i get for trusting people... it all kinda falls into place now and everything starts to make sense. all my friends are fake, everyone i thought i could trust is fake.they all just pretend day in and day out. their flat out lying to me. i guess now i realize my worth. pretty funny huh? it took me so long to see it. not that it hasnt been in the back of my mind, scraping at my eyes. but i never truly saw it until now.

im sick of secrets. im sick of fake people. im sick of having nobody to trust. if i just cut everyone out of my life things would be a lot better. im gonna become a fucking nun, minus the fucked up made up religion.ill just sit in a fuckin white room all day and stone my self to death.

and when i say i cant trust any of them i mean it. honestly, my top friends has some lying assholes that should be runover on it.
but hey, why am i complaining. who im friends with is my decesion right? if i wanna shed some dead skin it cant be too hard.

you can all go fuck yourselves.