ok, this is not going to be another epic rant....or will it?
so, theres a lot of drama. i say: predictable. but thats not the point. i has a quite nice day, all things annoying aside. i had a nice trip here and there, didnt get hurt or killed which is a plus. found some nice food. met someone i hope will make things better. but one thing that brings everything down is this: people.
there are people who do things for attention and there are people who do things for their own personal gratification. then there are people who do things for both these reasons. to some extent this can be fine, but when the attention reason outweighs the personal reason things start to get sketchy. ONE: I do not need a boy or any kind of male attention to be happy. In fact, i feel being the center of direct attention is scary. TWO: I spelled TWO wrong so many times trying to type it. THREE: People who need male attention constantly have mental issues. FOUR: People who are so forgiving are hurting themselves, and no one else. For most things, forgiveness is a must. Holding these hostile grudges for too long can wear some one out. But denying and choosing to ignore things is even more wrong. FIVE: People who are OPENLY hypocritical and dont acknowledge it or arent called out on it. Ive been expierencing this way too often lately. Im definetly not saying im not hypocritical. i know i can be, and its very hard not to be. but when people complain about one thing, then go and do the exact same thing is just fuckin annoying. and when you are a front row seat witness to it, it pisses you off. it possibly makes me me suicidal. but when you try to descretely call people out on it, and they dont take the hint, IT MAKES IT WORSE! So what im gonna do ISSSSS.....IM SERIOUSLY CALLING BULLSHIT WHEN I SEE IT FLYING. Im so goddamn sick of it. i dont want to be one of those bitches that questions and fucks with everyone but if thats what it takes then im a bitch. theres a confession. but im done with this. all of this shit thats going on. im not putting up with it. Call this my final coffin nail.
So if your an official bullshitter, watch out.
